Have you got stuck in something for long?

I am an introvert. Most of the time, I think carefully before I talk. I am good at writing more than talking. I stay at home day in and day out without feeling lonely but it doesn't mean that I prefer being in one certain place to traveling. I love travel, love it more than those words I spend for it. I amnot that kind of simple-thinking person. Hiding in my head is numerous ideas with great ambition. 

I am a second year student, learning at one of the top-rated university in Vietnam but life gives me a hard puzzle that stops me at the middle of schooling, to let me think about a journey ahead. Being a student, the most gigantic asset I have is health, youth and dream. But one of the most essential thing I lack is money. Money is turning round and round in my heart that leads me to some troublesome questions 'how can I travel without money?', "how can I make money while traveling?"

I am prepping for a long journey that can last for 6 months to an entire year. I ended up this decision suddenly but in a strong and patient mood. I didn't rush to this determination as a stubborn child. Once I make any life decision, I always feel it right for me. I am just 20, I am just 20, I mumble it for a while and then I think about some young people in the world who take risks to live a life differently. So I ensure my decision is supported. But it isn't.

People surrounding you will feel suspicious about your big decision. They don't agree with you right away until you explain to them or commit to complete your own goal. But If you are the one who is easily influenced by rumour or others'voice in general, you will feel shaky and less confident in yourself. Sometimes I am in that bad situation but then, after a while, I drag myself to the safe position with positive status. Now, although I amnot sure that I have 100% confidence but I ensure optimistic proportion will outnumber. 

Being stuck in something sometimes seems to be terrible but you learn how to fix it, how to make an effort to reach the goal you set on your own, how to spend time scientifically and how to decide your life on your own. It is so awesome to be stuck. Don't freak out, don't feel bad about yourself, don't let the noise from others affect your own life. Nobody can help you to the end of the trip, except you!